Elbereth Onnekas for Infindigo ShCM
25 March 2004 – 28 September 2015
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Neka at 2 Years - Photo by Farlap |
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At 10 Years |
I don’t know how to even begin to say goodbye to Neka. Words are usually my thing, but for this
there are none. They are too dry, too
small, utterly inadequate. I always say
that having to let them go is the price we pay for the years of joy our pets
give us. It is a heavy price, but they
give us so much. It is right and fitting
that the sorrow of losing them should be profound, but that doesn’t make it any
easier.
Neka was my first dog and my heart dog.
She was cheeky, full of fun, so clever and with a great sense of
humour. She went everywhere with me that
she possibly could, and I will miss her so much that I don’t know how to face
losing her.
As a youngster she was naughty, full of energy and mischief and
specialised in escaping out the front door at every opportunity. Early one morning we had to extract her from
the kitchen of neighbours who inadvertently left their door open and had an
unexpected visitor join them for breakfast.
On several occasions I caught up with her because she was busy bouncing
in circles around the neighbourhood fearless, unperturbed cat. She was nosey and more than a little stubborn,
and she made us laugh every day.
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Neka 9 weeks |
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Neka's First Winter |
As a showdog she was always talented, enthusiastic and frequently
comical in her performance. She helped
to put Finnish Lapphunds on the map in south west England, doing an enormous
amount of winning in Any Variety Not Separately Classified classes when there
were few or no breed classes at open shows.
In fact, on 2 April 2006 she became the first Finnish Lapphund in the UK
to win the Show Certificate of Merit.
Everyone always knew when Neka was strutting her stuff in the ring
because she shouted all about it at every opportunity. She qualified for Crufts every one of her 11
years and attended most of those she qualified for, her top Crufts win being
the best Veteran Bitch in 2013.
She gave us 16 beautiful puppies in two litters, one of which was a
litter of 9 – the largest litter of Lapphund puppies born in the UK to
date. She was a gentle, patient and attentive
mother and went on to be a doting granny and great-granny to every litter of
puppies we had since. She was always
ready to step in and help out with cleaning up or with keeping the youngsters
happy and entertained. Our puppies have
all been immeasurably lucky to have had her in their lives, and they give their
families so much pleasure due in large part to her influence.
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Playing with the Puppies - age 11 |
In middle age, Neka suffered a lengthy bout of pancreatitis. She almost didn’t survive it, and it took a
full 18 months for her to recover.
Nevertheless, she eventually bounced back and went on to take up running
with me, a sport she enjoyed until after her 10th birthday when
arthritis in one paw started to slow her down.
Her brush with illness did age her, however, and by the time of her 11th
birthday, she was older than her years.
In recent months she was declining noticeably, slowing down and becoming
rather blind and quite deaf.
While I was in Canada visiting my family, a mild stomach bug triggered
another attack of pancreatitis. Neka
fought it the whole time I was away, but the day I returned she worsened
considerably. With suspected tumours, in
pain and too weak to stand, she had no fight left. Our wonderful vets treated her symptoms aggressively with intravenous fluid, heavy pain medication and antibiotics, but she didn't respond and they were unable to get her very high temperature under control.
I was so grateful that I got back in time to say goodbye and be with her
at the end. I was just sorry I didn't get the opportunity to take her to the beach one last time - her favorite place. On the 6th
anniversary of the death of Anniebear, Neka was given sleep. I hope Annie was there with her too.
We picked up 8-week-old Neka the day after we moved into this house, so we have never known a time here without her. It is too quiet now. Empty. The other dogs are subdued
and don’t even bark when we arrive home without the watchdog of their pack here
to raise the alarm. And they don't even know when mealtimes are anymore because that was her job too.
But Neka will live on in her wonderful puppies, her grand-puppies and
through all the generations to follow. And she will be
forever young and full of life in my heart. Run free, my Moo, until I catch up with you. I hope there are beaches and snow where you are.
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Age 6 Years |
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Age 10 Years Still Loving the Beach |